There's sounds all around. The voices growing louder and louder. The louder they grow, the deeper the fear, the deeper the loneliness. Does anyone hear me? Is anyone out there? Drowning in fear, losing hope. Can you hear me God.....I cry out, I pray, I ask. I hear … [Read more...]
The Envy Inside Me
I open my eyes wishing to see a new reality. Wanting more. The loneliness inside, the desire for more, tugs at me. I see others driving a new car & suddenly my car isn't enough. I see others in a bigger house with a nice yard, furniture and kitchen & suddenly my house … [Read more...]
Strong, Deep Roots
I have always been the person to fixate on problems. To always be looking at the problem, remembering the past, and never seeing the future or wanting to believe what could be ahead in the future. My mindset stays in the negative, my eyes fixated on the current challenge and … [Read more...]
New Year, New Words for 2017
Christmas has come and gone and our Christmas was memorable. We enjoyed a few days in Montana with my family. R was sick the entire time, with a fever, runny nose and horrible cough. She is just now herself, but still has a lingering cough. Now L has the cough. It was a very … [Read more...]
My Superficial Life
Before we head to our families for the holidays, or maybe you are hosting Thanksgiving this year, I wanted to share something that has been on my heart. It's been nagging me or irritating me is more like it. In some cases it's infuriated me. Our culture infuriates me. I know … [Read more...]