A branch moving upstream, against the current, struggling to stay above water....... The branch so much like myself...... A month or so ago, I was traveling back to Montana to visit family and to bring my mom home. Life had been a struggle the past few months. Events had … [Read more...]
My Adult Tantrums
I know it may sound strange that adults have tantrums, but they are very real. We tend to think that only children throw tantrums and toddlers are the kings and queens of tantrums. I have a toddler so I would know, but to be honest I have thrown some adult sized tantrums in … [Read more...]
Can You Hear Me
There's sounds all around. The voices growing louder and louder. The louder they grow, the deeper the fear, the deeper the loneliness. Does anyone hear me? Is anyone out there? Drowning in fear, losing hope. Can you hear me God.....I cry out, I pray, I ask. I hear … [Read more...]
The Envy Inside Me
I open my eyes wishing to see a new reality. Wanting more. The loneliness inside, the desire for more, tugs at me. I see others driving a new car & suddenly my car isn't enough. I see others in a bigger house with a nice yard, furniture and kitchen & suddenly my house … [Read more...]
Strong, Deep Roots
I have always been the person to fixate on problems. To always be looking at the problem, remembering the past, and never seeing the future or wanting to believe what could be ahead in the future. My mindset stays in the negative, my eyes fixated on the current challenge and … [Read more...]